REVIEW
I'd like to highlight some of the basic characteristics of the first set of exercises that you have done.
What you experience--when your vision, hearing, and sense of touch are brought into focus--is obvious and apparent. There is no trick to it. The suchness of the world is real. The actual natural world is more vivid than what we ordinarily see.
It isn't hard to have awarenesses like these. The experience is subtle, yet once a person catches on, it is altogether obvious. There is nothing you have to believe. In an awareness, one makes contact with just exactly what is there. When you have an awareness with your sense of touch, it is tangible. When you have an awareness with your sight or hearing, it is clear and vivid, in focus.
An awareness is merely an awakened experience in the present moment. It is a coming-into-focus that can briefly transform a part of the ordinary world of shadows that we live in into light and insight.
You can understand now why it is said that one can only have an awareness in the present. You can extend your thinking and versimilitude of life into the past, and even into the future. But you can only have real awarenesses of life in the here and now.
And you can just begin to see, in these various experiences of awarenesses, that we are talking about two worlds. One is a world of shadows, and the other is a world of light. Can you see that we are also talking about two yous living in two different lives? One of those is you living in the life that is in shadows. And the other is you in the life that is becoming more and more in the light.
Having awarenesses is a way of engaging directly with life again and again, transforming its abstractness-by-default into the brightened minute clarity that is our birthright. You could call this "waking things up in awareness one thing at a time." The whole process of living can be studied this way, and worked with directly. This includes the study of the emotions, intellect, ego and personality in your own everyday ways of behaving, and the everyday ways of behaving of other people that you know--which allows for "play" with these.
During most of any day while you are doing whatever you do, you are not really focusing-in your five senses to anything. You have just enough dim alertness in low-level awareness, or "sleep" to get through the day without really making sharp experiential contact with anything!
For example, you can walk from room to room in your house and not really see, feel, or hear the suchness of anything along the way. You manage to get through the doors without bumping, but only by a dim versimilitude that you free to move through the space. When you once put those decorations on the table there, those books there, those paintings on the walls, you examined them closely and experienced them being there. And since that time, they have faded more and more into the woodwork, and you hardly remember to really see them any more as you pass. If a lamp fell on the floor, you would notice it. But as it gathers dust, you don't see it. Even as you reach in under the shade to turn the switch on, you don't really see the lamp. Do you see what I mean?
You might be somewhat cognizant of preparing supper, yet without really getting focused, without really seeing and feeling the food you are handling. You pick up a pan, but you don't see the pan; you don't see or feel the suchness of it. Your mind is on other things.
Humans can always get absorbed in their thinking, for instance, at any given time. And while thinking takes up the mind, one does not do much focused use of the senses in this way. Humans get by on their verisimilitude of life. Most of the time, while we are doing the many things we do, we are preoccupied with many other things that we are thinking about. We live in a state of thinking about life--experiencing very little directly--instead of living in life itself, first hand.
A veritable kingdom of beauty and delicate suchness always lies right here at hand! And we go on with our daily activities completely unaware of it . . . exiles, even in our own homes.
We manage to keep busy all day and get many complicated things done, yet without really seeing or feeling the tools we are manually occupied with or the materials in our hands. We are preoccupied with the utility of things, while forgetting the actual existence of the things, themselves. [There is an old Hawaiian song where a kahuna sings, "Wake up the (canoe-carving) tool in the morning, and put it to sleep at night."]
We hang around with people never hearing the sound and subtle tones of their voices because we are preoccupied with the meanings of the words they are saying (which often are defensive or manipulative). We may rarely pay attention to the expressions on their faces. They may be upset or hurting before our very eyes, and we don't notice. We are wondering what they mean! The catch in their voice is lost. It's just that it doesn't ordinarily occur to us to listen and see this way, instead of just being preoccupied with meanings.
We get by with the consciousness we have. One can survive, and even "succeed" without awarenesses. One can live in a world of unfocused verisimilitude and it seems like all there is, because we are so used to it for so many years.
However, having awarenesses of these sights and sounds doesn't take any extra time. It doesn't have to slow us down. Awareness happens while things are going on at their usual speed. This practice isn't like having to take an hour off during your busy life and go to the gym to work out. Your ordinary life is already the gym! Keep going! And have awarenesses along the way. Either your life is without awarenesses or with awarenesses. It won't hold you up, or take any longer, or make anything any harder than it is.
Homo sapiens has been created with five quite amazing and interesting senses: sight, hearing, smelling, tasting, and feeling (or sensing touch). These five ordinary senses provide our bodies with all the information that we have of the changing physical world around us.
Other higher animals have these senses, as well--often with a much higher degree of acuity than we are capable of. For instance, there are certain snakes that smell stereoscopically from the tips of their forked tongues. Contemporary "dinosaurs" like eagles and hawks have eyesight that puts modern humans to shame. Yet we seem to have been endowed with these five sensory capacities according to our actual physical necessities to survive as species on Earth--to water and feed ourselves wholesomely, to take care of ourselves and keep warm, and have children and take care of them--and, in our case, do all the rest of the things that we actually do in our lives as "human orangutans" walking around over the surface of this planet.
And yet our senses have become as if atrophied. As we are growing up, the experiencing fades out. The mind becomes more and more preoccupied with the meanings of things, turning them into events: "scenarios," issues, problems, upsets, and opportunities--thinking, thinking, thinking. And we hang out "in our head," forgetting these living, sensitive bodies that are in here with us at all times.
If you are interested in playing the awareness game, it is necessary to take your five ordinary human senses to a higher level in both perceptivity and purpose. Modern humans have forgotten how to do this since our ancestors' primitive days out in the wild country. The purpose is to be more in touch with the world as it is again.
In these exercises, you become a primitive homo sapiens again. Certainly, people today don't ordinarily do this sort of thing. They would argue, perhaps, that the five senses suffice as they are. And they do. They might feel awkward or embarrassed about it. Some people might even regard this with outright indignation and disdain --"touchy-feely," as they say. Nevertheless, in order to play the awareness game, you will have to learn to be able to "turn up the rheostat," so to speak, and refine the brightness and clarity of sight, hearing, smelling, tasting, and feeling your sense of touch.
The most fundamental disadvantage of the ordinary human condition is that our otherwise natural ability to calmly and clearly experience with these senses has fallen into greater and greater disuse as we have been growing up. This natural ability has become as if atrophied by default, from lack of use. And this has drawn all of us in the human race farther and farther out of contact with the real world.
The main purpose of these exercises is to help you to prepare your body to bring these brightened experiences of your senses into your life more and more easily and more and more often.
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