Re: Great strides penetrate the veil. Posted by hoodoosuz on June 11, 1999 at 08:00:51:
In Reply to: Great strides penetrate the veil. posted by John on June 10, 1999 at 13:55:33:
Hi Coach and all!I guess that my perception of being over sensitive like I said in an earlier post may "without
thinking about it in that context" actually be "being mindful" sorta,in a way??? Listening to your post now in
retrospect made me realize that I really must not be "asleep" very much (without knowing it, now that I'm learning
about what it actually is ) cuz it's when I realize, only on rare occasions,that I have been "asleep" is when it gets
scary to me the thought of being out of mind or asleep as we call it here is horrifying to me.I get a cold rush all
over and feel out of control upon REALIZING I've been ASLEEP at all!!!Do others feel this cold wind I describe when
the reality of sleepwalking hits?It makes me very uncomfortable. I feel I've lost control momentarily and I hate
Not being in total control of myself. i dont understand the feeling i've always had when this happens; but do get
the overwhelming feeling of STRONG DISTASTE for being even ever so temporarily out of contol or sleeping.Is
that weird?Never KNEW what it was till this very moment.Maybe I am learning about myself?Can anyone else relate
to this being mad at sleeping feeling I get?Do you get that too? Never talked about it to ANYONE before.So just
another hoodoosuz weirdness I attribute to ME but we all have these type of things or do we?????????????
Cant figure it all out in this fleeting moment of realization but feel good now that I know it's not just me !!You
mean I'm not crazy after all!!HAHAHA! This is good!
Thanks all!
Suz
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